I reunited with a friend I refused to speak with for almost 10 years. During an argument, she said I would die alone with 50 cats in response to me checking up on her regarding something personal a mutual friend had shared with me. She was upset that I called her on something she did…
Month: March 2018
The Shame of Acceptance
I have a habit of downplaying myself because my life doesn’t look the way I dreamed it would. I haven’t exhaled yet. I keep feeling like I should have a certain loving relationship with my family like the one I had imagined in my mind. The older I got, the pain of “what isn’t” intensified….
The Rain Keeps Falling
It’s been raining a long time, but for the sake of this latest bleeding heart entry, it’s been 30 days. It was raining when my partner in crime threw me out. I had no umbrella that night, so it rained literally and figuratively on my world. The only thing I understand is that my fear…